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i [05 May 2007|03:50pm] love life. times

RIP TFAB [01 Aug 2006|03:18am] [ mood | depressed ] never thought id have to say this.. but the band is no more. too many problems that people refused to fix. ive never been so down. i have no outlet. i have nothing to vent. i lost the only thing i thought id never lose. i lost the only thing i never thought would let me down. and i have a feeling ill lose a few friends along with it. and we still lose 1 times

drink up.. [31 Jul 2006|07:43pm] wtf is wrong with me.. ive never been so irritated in my life. fuck. i just need to drink and get my mind off of all the shit thats going on right now.. and we still lose 2 times

[24 Jul 2006|03:53am] [ mood | stoked ] haha tuesday im getting my permit. or atleast taking the test haha ive been driving my friend crissys scion xb its stick and i love it. its the fifrst time anyone has trusted me enough to drive there car. im stoked. and i got promoted so this means im getting my scion asap and we still lose 2 times

[11 Jul 2006|03:52am] [ mood | depressed ] i just got back from the rock n java. its hard to believe its done. i closed and locked the doors for the last time tonight. shit sucks RIP Rock n Java times

[26 Jun 2006|02:25pm] tonight is killwhitneydead and elysia. were playing im super fucking excited. times

[12 Jun 2006|04:23am] [ mood | ecstatic ] by far the best birthday of my entire life. thanks to every single one of my friends for being so amazing. and we still lose 2 times

[11 Jun 2006|12:17am] its my fucking bday bitchessss partaay yaaaaah and we still lose 1 times

[10 Jun 2006|12:43pm] [ mood | bummed ] my bday is in 11 hours. and my gf just left to az from a month. i hate this. times

[07 Jun 2006|07:09pm] sunday.. is a big day. im really fucking excited. im turning 19. and its our cd release show. we finally got our shit together. and im REALLY excited to get this out. its crazy to think of how much has changed in a year. i dont even have the same friends anymore. except the band. needless to say. i miss my old friends. my gf is leaving on saturday morning. a DAY before my birthday. and isnt coming back till july 5th. im sooo fucking bummed. a whole month without her? i cant even go a whole day without dying. oh well i'll just have to keep busy. but yeah. if you would like to attend the cd release its sunday at 6. its $8 at the rock n java. alot of good bands are playing. and hopefully this will be the break we're looking for. tour for summer cancelled. so were stuck here all summer. AGAIN. times

[27 Apr 2006|07:09pm] [ mood | thankful ] beatrix kiddo cd release @ rock n java june 11th(my birthday) i cant fucking wait. im soooo excited. theres nothing else id rather be doing on my birthday. doing what i love. with the people that i love. and the gf that i love. what else could i ask for? iim fucking excited... times

[21 Apr 2006|07:39pm] [ mood | in looooove :] ] im so ridiculously in love... times

[18 Apr 2006|01:22pm] i finally got my computer. it came in yesterday. its the sexiest thing in the entire world. im in love x2 now times

[15 Apr 2006|01:50pm] show tonight.. bout fuckin time. i cant wait. times

incase you were wondering [09 Apr 2006|07:53pm] this is the reason im so happy. too bad i look like a douche bagggg haha and we still lose 2 times

[06 Apr 2006|08:33pm] im sick as fuck. i cant stop throwing up. i think im dying... times

[04 Apr 2006|05:19pm] I'd place my bet down now, you'll be the first one to sell me out times

[03 Apr 2006|02:52pm] [ mood | annoyed ] so i have to wait till the fucking 24th of this month till i get my computer. i love how i payed 950 and i dont even have it in my hands. jesus. i wanna stab someone. haha fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck. im so impatient too. times

fuck yes [29 Mar 2006|06:41pm] [ mood | anxious ] i just ordered my apple ibook g4 and im soooo fucking excited. i cant wait. i just dropped $950 for it too. but its ok. its well worth it. i ordered it off ebay. brand new. ahhhhhh. it needs to get here! times

you are careening shamelessly into oblivion... [25 Mar 2006|02:10pm] I am utterly disgusted with the path you trek As inebriated as you can get off your latest pay check I am at a loss for words here I hate to break this to you but being a coward is not a legitimate career 10 bucks says you don't have it in you To conquer fear and quit believing what they tell you to You are careening shamelessly into oblivion You will live alone with your chemicals and gin atleast im not a cheat liar times

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